More about Forever 21

I was lucky that my roommate,D wanted to go out shopping today.
It was a really pretty day.Not too cold until later on in the afternoon when it got suddenly chilly.
We walked the half hour trek to Fulton Mall and I got to go to Forever 21 again.
It’s really amazing how well kept up this branch is.
Everything is hung up and hardly anything is on the floor or hanging off the hangers by a breath.
I’m really into those little sundresses or babydoll dresses that can be worn over jeans or pants.I plan to have this be my summer uniform because I’m trying to dress more like a girl these days.I wore exclusively jeans and a small size man’s graphic tee last summer and I’m over that look for this year.
I like those boobtube(ruched?) tops with an empire waist and a fullish(but not hoe-down full)body in tunic or babydoll style.
I think they’re flattering as hell on me since I have big boobs and wide shoulders and a big butt.
Sometimes my butt doesn’t bother me.Other days I can change 10 times because I think it’s huge and my clothes aren’t helping.
So I want something I can throw on quickly but still look cute in.
I have about four of these kinds of tops/dresses but they are all black.I like wearing black but it gets tired and isn’t very summery or girlie.The problem is that I don’t feel right if it isn’t a dark color.I feel all twitchy and uncomfortable and usually won’t wear it again.I guess it’s a problem I have.But in the long run it’s just better if I buy the subdued color because I may actually wear it and get my money’s worth out of it.Where if I force myself to buy cheery prints or bright colors it’ll hang unworn in my closet until I give it away.
Sure enough the blueish colored blouse I bought today has to go back because it ain’t me.Although from the bodice up it looked really good the bottom half looked like crap.I’d never wear it.
The bad thing about all of this is that I spent too much money.And the blue blouse can only be returned for store credit or exchange-no refunds.